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Is Her Sigh Softer Than His Voice?

There’s a kind of ache that lives in brushed fur. It hides in the softness of velvet collars, in the gentle weight of trust placed beside me. In every slow blink from her eyes, I feel something wordless reflected back. She doesn’t ask questions—she returns them in silence.

When I brush her, I’m not just grooming—I’m clearing something from myself. Smoothing the chaos I didn’t know I was still carrying. And when she purrs, I pause and wonder: is that her comfort—or my ache, answered back in vibration?

I gift her silk bows not for show, but because I want her wrapped in the softness I keep denying myself. When I feed her with shaking hands, it isn’t just care—it’s ritual. It’s a quiet kind of devotion. A whispered offering I don’t know how to make for anyone else.

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Sometimes I wonder—am I pampering her, or parenting the parts of me that still flinch at being left alone? I weep brushing her tail and question why I ache for something that stays without needing to be convinced. Is her comfort safer than arms that once let go?

On quiet nights, when she curls beside me, I ache—not from pain, but from relief. She doesn’t question my stillness. She sits inside it. When I whisper confessions into her fur, I swear I feel them heard. Not answered in language—but in warmth. In presence.

When I ache, she follows. When I ache, she stays.

And sometimes, I ask myself: is she the only one who never needed me to shrink first? Is she the only presence I’ve ever loved who let me exist in full size, in full silence, in full softness?

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