I fold the onesie and think about someone else's mouth.
Not my baby’s, not my partner’s. Someone before milk stains. Before pacifiers replaced lipstick. Before my name became “Mommy” in every room.
I arch in memory, not movement. My hips haven’t forgotten how to beg. But now, they ache with diapers on the bed. With toys underfoot. With silence I perform like a lullaby.
Explore Viva Code – Crack.Flow.Flame for every moan you swallow under nursery lights. For the mirror that watches you flirt with your own ghost while you zip up control.
Is touching myself now an act of rebellion or reclamation? I fantasize in the shower while listening for cries. I crave someone to want me without asking how long the nap will last. Is moaning in my head still cheating?
Sometimes, I blush at the bottle warmer—because I remember seduction in kitchens not stocked with sterilizers. I rehearse old touches in silence, not to betray, but to remind my body it was once invitation, not just utility.
Read Proto Soul – Break.Code.Begin if you still dress like memory. If you want to flirt in a nursing bra. If you wear lace under the stroller handle and call it self-respect, not performance.
Is longing louder with lullabies? When I burp her, I miss being gasped for. When he touches her gently, I wonder if he still remembers how to grip me like that. Not as the mother, but the mouth he once missed.
I ache—but now I do it quieter. I don’t want help. I want attention. I don’t want relief. I want to be remembered. Not as good. As unforgettable.
Shop Sirius Zen Method when your scent says “mother,” but your mirror begs to be mistress. When your lingerie hides under diapers—but still listens for praise.
Because sometimes, the softest rage is knowing you're still wet—but no one notices.
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