Sometimes, the loudest thing I say is nothing. Not in boardrooms. Not at brunch. But in the pause before I press “send” in the family group chat. That moment of hesitation carries more truth than any emoji could. Do I hide joy at home—or just perform closeness for comfort? I grew up faking delight with siblings, softening myself for my mother, nodding through birthday dinners I never wanted to attend. And now? I lead while shrinking. I burn out trying to stay chosen. I whisper my wins because glowing too bright still feels like betrayal in rooms that raised me to stay small. 🜃 Read Proto Soul – Break.Code.Begin taught me something I didn’t know I was allowed to learn: My silence isn’t weakness. It’s precision. A boundary made of restraint. A power wrapped in pause. But still - do I ache under the title I worked so hard to earn? I run meetings, yet second-guess my worth. I inflate my résumé. I use soft tones even when I disagree. I dress like power but crave to be unravel...
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