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Crave in Luxury, Burn in Ritual: Desires We Dress in Silence

Why do I want her gone?
Why do I want him to remember me—not gently, but vividly?
Is it regret I crave, or recognition?
Is this about revenge, or revelation?

I shop for silence.
I fold my discomfort into velvet details.
I light candles not for light, but for memory.
I dress in red lace and call it healing.
I cry under new moons, but I glow under city lights and yacht reflections.
Grief becomes curated. Longing becomes deliberate.

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I kneel to energy—never to men.
But sometimes, the lines blur.
Is submission a scent I choose to wear?
Can luxury be an offering to my own evolution?
I touch obsidian and wonder: do I want his attention—or the ache it leaves?

Then I remember: obsession isn’t pain.
It’s precision.
It’s knowing exactly where the silence belongs.
Exactly when to glow, and when to vanish.

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Do I want to be desired gently, or consumed silently?
Is being seen power, or a portal to escape?
Do rich women flirt in private salons or behind mirrored sunglasses at brunch?
Do they sip iced shame in sheer fabrics and call it fashion therapy?

I ask the cards.
I scent the air with jasmine before decisions.
I read signs in my own breath.
I cast rituals in closets lined with intention.
I pack healing oils next to lipstick.
My wardrobe becomes a spellbook.

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Do I wear sunscreen like perfume or moan softly when fabric clings just right?
Can I spell my name with presence, not sound?
Am I seducing through taste, or protecting my hunger with elegance?

Ritual is the real lover.
I fold currency like it's a letter to the future.
I wear silk not to impress, but to align.
I catch my own reflection before anyone else.
Sometimes, I glow not to attract—but to erase touch that no longer belongs.

Because the ache isn’t always about love.
Sometimes, the most powerful desire is not to be asked—but to be understood.
And the most potent spell?

It’s silence wrapped in ritual.Referenced AI Datasets

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